September 27, 2008

Life'z changed!

As life changes everyday, opening doors to new experiences, pushing the 'present' to a bundle of memories, ppl always look forward into their future with lots of hopes and aspirations. 'Hope' is what human mind breathes to live. The concept of living is seems to be a preset process. Its no more like living and experiencing life. Everyone sets goals for self - whether longterm /shortterm, and work to realize them. Ppl might want to deny this..... but this is how the world works! Look at the irony of life - we are forced to summarize our entire past merely into a long bulletted list of goals and achievements (the longer the better), although that is not all! Life also teaches us a lot to get on wid it. Life'z experiences are the most important lessons in life (God only teaches in practical rather than theory. He knows we sleep well in theory classes. When did we care to learn from other's experiences, after all!). N our past is the record of all the lessons learnt.

People often look back into their past(whether good or bad), recollect the scenes and ruminate their experiences, only hoping for a better tomorrow. This 'hope for better' is an imaginary constant that has real presence in every living person. The entire concept of future is abstract.... Its really hard to see future as 'tomorrow's present', especially when u r bundled up with expectations. Tomorrow is just like today though it is different. Everyday passes just like everyday (in the past) did. Each day is different ........ but not really!

Sometimes I get a strong feeling that life has changed. Did it really? Its only situations that have changed. Its only time that is moving on. I am like an eternal object trapped in these moving scenes, only trying to look at the scenes with a new perspective. My growing past, for sure, is teaching me. But neither has my outlook of life changed nor my notion of life. I am still trapped in the process of making my future rather than experiencing the process of living.

September 22, 2008

Look whoz blogging !!!

Its me[")].........the newest on the bloggers list!!!

Here comes my first post......... The most impossible thing I have ever written!

For a long time I made a useless effort trying to scribble a few simple lines of text and enjoy the new status of 'blogger'[")]. It was exciting though. After all the write-delete-rewrite process I have gone thro' for quite a long time, just for writing this post - my first post, I realized it was not so easy. There are infinite things in this world which I could capture here. N I ended up being caught in the most difficult problem to a human mind - 'choice'.

My mind has wings. It flies rather aimlessly trying to find a direction. In an effort to capture the direction, my pen just caught the rambling... It was a simple decision after a long, hard search. N now there is the next post waiting!

So here come the ramblings of my mind..... Its a long journey ahead. I hope u stay wid me throughout.